God has a purpose for me giving you this fund to bless the poor and carry out this mission of reaching out to the less privileged. When I discovered this ailment, it dawned on me that i had been living a very vain life. Then the need to affect the lives of those in need became very paramount in my thoughts. This appears to be a case of mercy after death, as I no longer have the strength to do those things I used to do when I was still very full of life.